I turn 19 this year. I'm scared. I don't look forward to my birthday anymore and I'm so lonely... I...
I turn 19 this year. I'm scared. I don't look forward to my birthday anymore and I'm so lonely... I try to talk to people and the conversations fizzle out. I could hug a stranger in the street. Yeah, I know nice people I could hang out with but I see them on IG stories getting wasted every Friday night and whatnot. I don't want to be dragged into their lifestyle but God, I'm starting to understand the appeal of falling in with the wrong crowd.